Mother Lyrics

No matter where I go, I still don't know
Am I home?
Seems the thing that slows my will to grow
Is my need to know

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And why is it when I cry at night
It's your name I find?
And until again it's you and I

I spent a month of time well below
What is right
Oh, and by the end of it, my body was sick
And white

And why is it when I cry at night
It's your name I find?
And until again it's you and I

No matter where I go, no matter where I go
No matter where I go, I don't know

No matter where I go, I still don't know
Am I home?