Hurting You Lyrics

Tonight I'm indulging in this average life again,
and the question is why did i begin
I'm passing pictures on the wall, a cruel
reminder of every idle scene, deceiving me
that i believe is dragging you in

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so I'm breaking this down for you
but I'm breaking down here too

Because i'd love to bury every
thought i've had of you
But it's more than i'd ever do
Because these self centered
thoughts of only what i'd loose
and inside i bleed,
when i think I'm hurting you

Tonight you'll endure through every selfish part of me,
and i'll succeed in pulling you through
it's not without it's sympathy, because in due time,
yes you will find this flawed design
is bringing heartache so much closer to you

don't ask me to ignore it's over now,
don't ask me to ignore this horror now